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Country: Canada
Birthday: 4/23/1987


Interests: pool, it could be my life. but i am not my sister yet.
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Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 11/8/2003

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Thought I would blog since I have so much time. I have had a pretty good summer. Have not been to the hole since July 2nd. I am very proud of myself. Right now I am at my sister's place and I think she is mad at me for one little comment me and one of her roommates made. She has been way to touchy lately.  I have no clue how we are going to survive sharing a room.

Well the french bootcamp that I just attended was interesting, had a lot of fun there, do not care to expand upon that but if you ever get a chance to go I suggest you go. I still have a very long trip ahead of me, my parents thought that it would be fun to do a tour of the prairies before we get back to the hole. All of the family except my brother who can't cross the border are coming down to Idaho to pick up my sister, her stuff and me. That should be fun considering we haven't all be together since December and I can't even remember the last time we were together without a fight breaking out. Families are great.

Have you ever had that feeling that as soon as you leave the family falls apart. It is a horrible feeling, when I left I wasn't even gone 6 hours and my dog had a stroke, they put her down the next night. Of course I didn't find all of this out until a few hours before they put her down. I knew she wasn't going to be alive when I got back but I forgot to say a proper goodbye. I miss her. Then to make things worse the people currently living in my house doubled over night. I wouldn't haev minded, since I wasn't there, but my mom complained to me about how much they are driving her up the wall. She wouldn't do anything about it because she is so soft with other people that are not her kids. I think she expects me to kick them out when I get home, since when is it the kids job to kick out unwanted people. Anyways, 2 weeks later 2 of them moved out, that was good but there are still two left and a dog. Well that barely cleared itself up and next thing we know my little brother (age 14)is in jail. Stupid kid. Now he has a criminal record and can't cross the boarder, which sucks when people like me do that when ever possible since we are so close. Yet again my mother was a nervous wreck. Better now that the trial is over and done with.

My sister made me talk to "him" yesterday, she really likes him but he really has rubbed me the wrong way lately. He very stops talking about how I should hook up with his cousin, 6 years older then me. That just wierds me out. I know it is not that much of an age gab considering my best friend just broke up with her boyfriend for a year who was 11 years older then her, they started going out when she was 15. Guys have been a big problem lately, I don't know why. My ex came to french camp with me and some more of my friends, well before I even got to meet anyone he had spread some horrible rumors about me. Many people wouldn't talk to me. About the 3rd week into the program I clued into what he was doing and got a little mad at him. By the next week other people began to see if what he was saying was true and I became good friends with some of them.

Well that has been my summer in a nutshell, a rather large nutshell, but a nutshell none the less.

Apey


Thursday, November 27, 2003

not much time to do thing through school, homework, and other crap. my parents have turn off the internet because we were "abusing the privlege". it bites but hey life goes on. i still believe i will never get along with anyone my age. i love my friends i just don't know if i like my friends. things sworm at me 1 million miles a minute and i can't do anything about it. my time is up. life will go on. luv you all. happy trails.


Sunday, November 23, 2003

hello everyone

just thought i would update my life to you all. it has got to be very breif because i have to go to work in a little while. i feel that is all i do. i drive people around, work, sleep, go to school, do homework, and eat. it really makes me feel like a nobody. i guess the friends i have don't help that any.

anywho.. enough of that already. talk like that make my think of suicide. not a very good topic. i try to stay away from that. lost too much because of that word. well better get going now.

apey